Hello Everyone.
I am back.
I declared this account
still-born several times
but I have decided to enbter some stuff.
This helped me in school, because
I have absolutely no social life.
But now with friends again, and drugs.
My grades have dropped or raised
and my conduct grades suck.

Why? I don't know.
It's hard to explain when
the art teacher says,
"...you think you're special..."
And you reply with a completely oblivious look
when wanting to frickingripherdamnheadoff.

And it's hard to
be motivated in a sport
you don't like.

And it's hard not to be a smartass
when your teacher and his nut-scratching self
leans over your desk and demands
a report and says he is dissapointed
because he expects better.
imuthafrickinghatethatsun-uva-beach.

I swear if I didn't miss my lesson
in math because of that damn Golf tournament
I wouldn't have failed the test and retake two more
times to get an eighty.

If I didn't speak the only
few Korean words to Fausto
I could probably been seen
as a normal uni-ligual child
without any special talents.

If only I didn't take those free
Triple c's and run around the Golf practice high
and actually do well
I wouldn't have raised the fricking expectations he stamped
onto me.

If I only I was mute.
I wouldn't have said some shit
that got me in trouble.

So I tried going mute in art class.
A boy pinched me and wouldn't let go
So I tried to hit him and missed...
so I cursed.

I tried again for another five minutes.
A girl said I'm no fun anymore.
That is I don't talk I'm not funny.

Why do I always have to be something?